i don’t feel loved right now, i just feel like i’m an embarrassment to him.   I’m not going to do anything bad, if that’s what you’re thinking when you tell me those things. I’m not full of lust. i’m not. I know i’m not. I just want to hug you and show my affection for you. We’re not even romantic anymore, and sometimes i miss that. I just want to know how you feel.